DECIDING NOT TO GO TO SLEEP

Why Im Not Asleep // Things I Love About Nighttime i love to drink coffee at 8pm. i love to look at the light up marquee across the street. i love to open my window and hear laughing children, revving engines, police sirens, and drunken gossip. i love to go outside. i love to dance. i love to figure out what to wear. i love to think about who will be there. i love to get cash at the ATM. i love the pounding beats of electronic music. i love to order drinks. i love to decline drugs. i love to go to the bathroom. i love to take pictures in the mirrors and stalls. i love to vomit in the toilet quietly. i love to be in the restaurant at 3AM. i love to order chicken fingers and Pepsi. i love to confess everything to my friends. i love to confess everything to strangers. i love to confess everything to the cashier. i love to ask questions about why im here. i love to go for long walks. i love to see the streets empty. i love to hear the quiet of the night. i love to sing to my favorite songs. i love to cry in bed. i love to go for a drive. i love to love others. i love to sit and spectate. i love to scroll on my phone. i love to watch cartoons in my underwear. I love to type on my computer.